a poem of how i feel...



The Pain of Love

For many a day have I tried
To be the very best in your eyes
Finding nothing but lies
I hope my love does not die

I find out how you think of me
I found out from a friend named Jenny
She told me you don’t want us to be
Together you and me

I cried out in despair
Ran around in my underwear
Talk to you I did not dare
I just sat alone in my chair.

Even though I know it’s useless
To love you and wait for that kiss
The reason I love is for you alone
I will care for you on my own

But try as I might
You have become my Kryptonite
Become my one only light
That keeps me awake at night

Tomorrow my feelings I proclaim to you
Or maybe in a day or two
For love you as I do
I can’t stand the pain of not being with you

So end this feeling must
Blown away by the wind and dust
Because I know there will never be an “us”
I hope this action of mine is just
For to me, the wind is you and the dust is I
All I can say Is I Love Thy

The pain here has been shared by many...and it sucks... no doubt; though I am sure, having been there, that for you it feels like no one knows what you are feeling.

This is the stuff that is helping you learn what you 'do' and 'do not' want for the 'big one' that is coming. So go through the pain, and realize that everything is where it needs to be in your life right now.

Nevertheless...I find music tells a story best.

Reading this reminded me of this tune.... Listen

Enjoy,

--C

Thanks Chuck... Its one of my fav songs.

I just told her how I feel. She rejected but it felt good getting this off my chest.

Its gonna take some time to heal but its the way of life I guess.

Hey Man...

We're all 'here' and have been 'there'.

Take care,

--C