I know this is an rc site, but rc's are a way for me to step back from the every stuff and enjoy a hobby I cherish. This is a way for me to cope with his untimely death.
Yesterday I come to find out that a friend of mine from high school took his life. While suicide isn't anything new, its never hit so close to home for me. Travis had a great job, house, cars, toys, family and friends. I just can't comprehend how it can go from that to suicide in a blink of an eye.
I can't stop thinking, nothing in this world is worth taking your own life. I just don't get it. One moment I feel bad for Travis and then another moment I think what the f@&k was he thinking.
"Hey bubba, your gonna be missed, sorry we didnt talk as much as we should have over the years, RIP."